“I wish that I’d learn never to get my hopes up. I wish I’d learn never to try, but I do these things’ a little too often and I’m not sure why. Everything about you, makes me melt inside. My heart pushes out these salted tears out my eyes. Maybe it’s just the alcohol or maybe it’s just me. I’d give anything to hear you call me baby. I’m okay with being just friends, i’m okay with how things are. But was soon as you find someone else to fall hopelesslely in love with i’m heading to the bar. But the tequila doesn’t hurt enough and the whiskey hurts to much. Pour me fifteen shots and watch me’ snort the sweet stuff. Cheers to drowning sorrow, cheers to hiding pain and fuck all this romance shit - and kissing in the rain. It’s silly how I’m feeling, but you don’t understand. My heart’s a bitch,  and my minds caught up in the loving’ you land. God damnit, just want you to see. It wouldn’t kill you to give me a chance and date me. Or hell maybe It would, cause right now i’m seemingly misunderstood. ignoring me? I don’t seem how you could, cause I’ve helped you with everything that a good friend should.  By the way It always hurt that you went lied to me like that. If you didn’t want to hang out all you’d have to do was say that. I do believe your lying to yourself by ignoring those feelings I know you get when I text you, or when I call. Sweetie hidin’ everything from yourself isn’t going to help things at all. So I guess you’ll just keep on’ with your pathetic little lies, while I’ll try to break our stupid ties. But you’ll always be friend, i’d just wish you’d see that girl you were talking about…. is me.”